Rachel Faith Smith
MY MINISTRY OF LOVE
I am a YouTuber ❤ Christian Model ❤ Certified Life Coach ❤
About Me?
Hi! I'm Rachel. My middle name really is Faith!
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In 2019, I was 31 years old, and the Lord said I'm 21. He restored what the locusts have eaten, giving me back 10 years of my life! I'm very childlike and playful, with a bubbly and goofy personality. I love having fun!
I've never met anyone like me 🙃
I'm free to just be ME ❤ I don't have to hide anything from the Lord! I want the world to see that loving Jesus and knowing Him as my Savior brings me PEACE and REST.
I'm God's Jewish daughter, a Messianic Jew.
I asked Jesus into my heart as my Lord and Savior in 5th grade on Christmas morning. I had NO IDEA the power of that decision until many years later... now, the Lord breaks my chains and sets me FREE 🙌 It didn't happen all at once but over time, as I grew in faith, learning to walk in purity and obedience to the Lord.
TOTAL SURRENDER.
My past was full of abuse...
I endured 10+ years of verbal, emotional and sexual abuse. My pain, torment and affliction were excruciating! I drowned in chaos, restlessness, apathy, depression, shame, guilt, PTSD, self*abuse, trauma, self*condemnation, and much more... every second of my life.
I literally couldn't function, I was a rollercoaster of emotion! I abused myself through food... I hated myself and wanted to punish myself for it.
I also suffered from a serious injury I received at a previous job, where I trained to become a professional ballroom dancer. I was only 8 months into training when I experienced severe whiplash doing a professional hustle move. I got an MRI and found out I had four herniated/bulging discs in my neck, with one disc degenerating.
My right arm felt like a deadweight...
I could barely hold a gallon of milk! My arm shook intensely and it was incredibly painful. My shoulders were lopsided from the stress of the injury, I couldn't stand up straight with my shoulders aligned.
A bulging disc emerged in my lower back,
soon after my neck injury.
It was so horrific, I couldn't sit or lay down for extended periods of time. I couldn't workout or even hold myself up
in a push*up position! I eventually found some relief in swimming with a kickboard... it was all I could do to be active and keep my sanity. I lost myself in deep depression and apathy during this time, enduring these physical afflictions for four long years. I lost my faith in believing that God would heal me.
In late-2018, the Lord challenged my faith...
That night, He asked me if I wanted to be made well. He asked me because I had become numb in my affliction and felt I deserved to suffer. Saying YES was me having a mustard seed of faith to believe again! In His loving*kindness and mercy, He healed every disc. A previous masseuse I'd seen checked my body and said:
"There's no bulges, no inflammation...
it's all gone!" GLORY BE TO GOD.
The dreams I had as a child were stolen from me, as I was horrifically abused for so long...
I remember feeling empty and numb, just blank and trapped in darkness, with no dreams or desires for myself. I was in so much pain that all I could do was SCREAM. Rage would just ERUPT out of me and my brokenness exposed itself.
Now, the Lord has restored my dreams and everything the enemy has stolen from me!
I have forgiven my abusers and learned to release all offenses held against others. I no longer rage or allow myself to harbor anger, bitterness and unforgiveness. I release it all to God, pouring my heart out, and He sets me free 🥳 In late-2019, the Lord cleansed me of demonic torment and affliction harming my body, from all the years of sexual abuse I endured.
The Lord said that I am more pure now
than when I was a virgin!
My PTSD, trauma and triggers are all gone! I experience PEACE and JOY with no fear! The Lord delivered me from deep demonic strongholds that tormented me for MANY YEARS.
In May 2021, the Lord led me to a Billy Burke
Healing Crusade in Pittsburg, PA.
I went with some friends! At the Billy Burke Crusade, the Lord healed my Raynaud's Disease and my motion sickness 😭 It had been horrible, dealing with the constant coldness in my body (Raynaud's Disease) and feeling like my equilibrium was off...
it felt like my brain was bouncing around up there and airy!
Now, it feels secure and stable 🙌
In 2021, God led me into a process of deliverance...
I received a demonic deliverance from YOGA in Sept 2021! I joined a deliverance zoom that met weekly and I received incredible demonic deliverance over the next 4 months! I kept experiencing this horrific affliction in my head... it was a heaviness and dark cloud that plagued me & wouldn't go away! God broke it, but it kept coming back.
In January 2022, I did my first 21-day Fast 😁 It was brutal, I experienced lots of attacks and chaos!
After, God exposed the root cause of my constant head affliction... REJECTION back to the womb.
I received my true identity as a daughter of the King and He broke the demonic binding, once and for all! I've been learning to declare the Scriptures and stand firm in His truth of WHO I AM ❤ My main verses are 2 Corinthians 5:21, Ephesians 1:3-7, Romans 8:14-17, Ezekiel 18:17-20.
The Lord is HOME for my lonely heart ❤
I'm learning to walk in freedom from sin, daily, and find my TRUE IDENTITY in Jesus... LOVING myself and others as He loves me 🥰 I am a NEW CREATION in Christ!
I welcome the Lord's crushing... His loving correction and discipline have saved my life.
I've learned to walk by faith, aligned with God's heart! I willingly forsake my own way. I have an intimate relationship with God through my FAITH in Jesus Christ, and Holy Spirit living within me.
My past was a blessing in disguise because I learned firsthand who Jesus is ❤
He proved His power and presence to me, in my darkest moments, when I felt shattered and alone. When I had no one, I had the Lord! He proved that He alone is ENOUGH.
Jesus is my Best Friend, my HERO...
my Superman and Beloved! All I need.
Where fear once kept me bound,
I now walk in faith and courage!
I gladly wait on God to receive His promises for me because He loves me and I trust Him. Where I used to give up and self*sabotage, I now partner with the Lord and He gives me grace to overcome! I am worthy of love, beauty, blessings, provision, favor and everything He has for me. I'm learning to love ME each day, through the ups and downs, no matter what comes... renewing my mind in His truth, daily, while releasing lies and fears.
God is faithful and in His arms, I am safe!
His love satisfies 😍
Xoxo my sweet Savior 🌹
I've gone through DEEP heart*healing and deliverance
WEEKLY for over 1.5 years, from Sept. 2021 - July 2023.
Deliverance and heart*healing have truly changed my life !!
I am a whole new person, FREE of my horrific bondage to fear, torment, self*hatred, punishment/self*abuse and MUCH, MUCH MORE... 🙌 I have faced the inner depths of my soul - fears, traumas, PTSD, etc back to the womb. I continually let God rid me of any defilement and impurity that steal my heart away from Him! I am completely transparent before the Lord, I hide NOTHING 🙃 I am fully seen, heard, known, understood, and deeply LOVED... just as I am! I have FIERCELY pursued my healing and have suffered willingly for Christ in the process 🙇♀️
I received a Deliverance mantle in April 2023! As God leads me, I will begin to deliver His people from their slavery.
I believe every believer should ACTIVELY PURSUE their healing and deliverance, with passion and intentionality! The more you heal, the more free you'll become... and the deeper your intimacy with the Lord will be! You will discover WHO He created you to be, and find delight in being the REAL YOU 🌟 SHINE BRIGHT!
"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God."
*Matthew 5: 8
I am truly a NEW CREATION in Christ 🥰
The old has gone, the new has come!
TO GOD, BE THE GLORY